the wind is blowing so hard that the laundry rack fell over
the temp is just nice
maybe 18 or 19 degrees

and i was talking to my mates from SG
who are also doing their internship

i suddenly feel so ...............
and decided come here to blog

its been close to a month since i came here
somewhere, it says "i dun wan to go home.. its such a nice place here"
bt somewhere deep inside, it says "i miss school, family and friends"

School VS Work
the only element missing in work is the option of whether to turn up or not
the flexibility to want to attend lectures or tutorials or jsut skip it.

haha

But i realised
if i were staying in Singapore
and not come to china

i might not have learned how comfortable i was @ home
PLUS!
i might not have learned "independence" the way i am learning it now

my eldest bro was right
go overseas n learn independence

and there's the internship

i must say i'm quite fortunate compared to some of my friends..
like the toto girl (hey!!! i dunno when u'll read this bt hearing ur story made me really thankful.. thanks! n hang on there, its gonna end soon! and we'll be back in school for tutorials n group meetings with our daily dose of prawn crackers compeition! :D)

decent boss..
decent workload..
or truthfully very slack la..

tt's every intern's dream internship

bt at e end of e day
we also hope we'll have constructive things to do.
cuz we all want to learn something n bring something back to school

bt we also dun wan do sai gang
at the end of the day is really mai hiam buay pai la

i pty those coursemates
who got sacked for the MISUSE of the internet
i mean its cuz we have nothing to do tt's why we turn to MSN for alternative SOMETIMES
or else stare at the comp n day dream n make the full time staff jealous? haha!

ok i hope my boss dun read this
haha
bt then again
i dun think i should hide anything just because my boss reads moi blog (if he does)

OMG
ahhaa

BUT HONESTLY
we hope for something decent, do something decent, and go back to school in 1 piece

and taking part in this overseas thing (even tho i didnt quite expect it in the very first place)
i'm doing something that i've been hoping for since e last holidays besides an advertising agency
media buying/media planning

most of u would noe that

so.. i'm really fortunate n blessed n VERY thankful

n coming overseas alone..
ok not say alone la.. with my good patient fren..

without parents or relatives or even a gaurdian
i think i made a breakthrough, stepping out of the comfort zone to a faraway place from home without the "MUMMY& DADDY"
and no "BROTHER!!" when the IT problems arise

make me wanna go overseas for further education
IF I CNT make it to a local U

when i board the plane on 12th september 10am
i told myself "this it it.. 2.5mths of independence, no one to depend on bt myself n momo."

n i made it so far.. 1mth..
i'm quite proud of myself
n finally i did something that made my parents proud of me

dun laugh ok!

overall
think this 1mth
i learn more abt myself.. personal growth.. is tt wad u call it?

now the challenge would be the internship.. i better pull up my socks n stop slacking
pls! gimme something to do! i will do anything! even its to count fa piao even.

hai!

ok la
stop emoing n go to bed *slaps myself*
11.37pm
aiyo!

lastly! to......
SHINE! SHIRR! TOTO GIRL! MOMO! MAD! ETHEL! MY FAMILY! BOTAK BOY! DARREN! shuyi!

and especially 1 lecturer (i wun disclose the name), without tt lecturer, i wun be here now man..

and the lady@UOB now who found me this lobang..

thank you!!! n i love all of you!! i'll be back in SG alive n kicking soon! :D

heckle